I Need You to Want You
I have always wanted to elope away with the man I love. That's not the only reason I want to be with you.
Every morning, when I wake up, I want to see you already looking at me, caressing my hair.
I want to watch cheesy romantic movies every Saturday night with you, one leg on our sofa and another on you.
I want to kiss you on your lips when I open my eyes every time after every sleep.
I want to pamper you with soap bubbles and candles in the bathroom.
I want to trim your beard and rub my cheeks to it.
I want to prepare morning breakfasts wearing your shirts loving my silhouette body.
I want to lick chocospread off your lips.
I want to wait for you anxiously every day.
I want to kiss you on forehead at the door when your office car hooks loud.
I want to open the door when you return from work.
I want to tap my toes to classic pianos and violins and jump to bass and guitar music with you.
I want to dance salsa in trance with you.
I want to drink wine to ecstasy with you.
I want to hug you closer to make passer by jealous.
I want to make love to you every night passionately like it's the first time.
I want to have take-away Chinese food with you.
I want to hold your hand to cross every road and square.
I want to scream your name louder than every firework every diwali.
I want to escape to my friend's house with you, so that you may feed me again with your one hand while holding my other hand with your other hand.
I want to visit temple with you, so that I may secretly wish you in my prayer.
I want to kneel down in a church to beg your happiness.
I want to cry with joy every time you say I love you.
I want to fall sleep in your arms while reading books.
I want to realise all my dark fantasies with you in every corner of the world.
I want to fight with you over the places to escape for vacations.
I want to splash water at you on the shore.
I want to throw snowballs at your face.
I want to colour you every holi.
I want to share my deepest thoughts and choked guilts with you.
I want to laugh hard with you over silliest jokes.
I want to paint the walls of our home with you.
I want to smooch harder when I miss you.
I want to exist in your home, hope and dreams.
I want to commit to the seven vows with you.
I want to say "I do" to you.
I want to offend every hater by kissing you at awkward places.
I want to see loads of picture frames filled with our memories.
I want to scream for you will never leave me alone, even when I am with my parents.
I want to draw dark curtains to keep neighbours stare in to our never tiring love.
I want to feel the butterflies in me every valentine's day.
I want to crawl into you while we are asleep.
I want to make you the guinea pig of my terrible cooking.
I want to wonder 'what ifs' under starry nights with you.
I want to sing like croaking frogs when we go mad over Bollywood.
I want to be your only shelter.
I want to be your only prayer.
I want to be your only wish.
I want to escape into no network zones with you.
I want to be your home-maker.
I want to make your name the password to my world.
I want to stay loyal to you like a bitch.
I want to guard us against all odds like hope.
I want to spend the rest of my life with you like each day is the last.
Every morning, when I wake up, I want to see you already looking at me, caressing my hair.
I want to watch cheesy romantic movies every Saturday night with you, one leg on our sofa and another on you.
I want to kiss you on your lips when I open my eyes every time after every sleep.
I want to pamper you with soap bubbles and candles in the bathroom.
I want to trim your beard and rub my cheeks to it.
I want to prepare morning breakfasts wearing your shirts loving my silhouette body.
I want to lick chocospread off your lips.
I want to wait for you anxiously every day.
I want to kiss you on forehead at the door when your office car hooks loud.
I want to open the door when you return from work.
I want to tap my toes to classic pianos and violins and jump to bass and guitar music with you.
I want to dance salsa in trance with you.
I want to drink wine to ecstasy with you.
I want to hug you closer to make passer by jealous.
I want to make love to you every night passionately like it's the first time.
I want to have take-away Chinese food with you.
I want to hold your hand to cross every road and square.
I want to scream your name louder than every firework every diwali.
I want to escape to my friend's house with you, so that you may feed me again with your one hand while holding my other hand with your other hand.
I want to visit temple with you, so that I may secretly wish you in my prayer.
I want to kneel down in a church to beg your happiness.
I want to cry with joy every time you say I love you.
I want to fall sleep in your arms while reading books.
I want to realise all my dark fantasies with you in every corner of the world.
I want to fight with you over the places to escape for vacations.
I want to splash water at you on the shore.
I want to throw snowballs at your face.
I want to colour you every holi.
I want to share my deepest thoughts and choked guilts with you.
I want to laugh hard with you over silliest jokes.
I want to paint the walls of our home with you.
I want to smooch harder when I miss you.
I want to exist in your home, hope and dreams.
I want to commit to the seven vows with you.
I want to say "I do" to you.
I want to offend every hater by kissing you at awkward places.
I want to see loads of picture frames filled with our memories.
I want to scream for you will never leave me alone, even when I am with my parents.
I want to draw dark curtains to keep neighbours stare in to our never tiring love.
I want to feel the butterflies in me every valentine's day.
I want to crawl into you while we are asleep.
I want to make you the guinea pig of my terrible cooking.
I want to wonder 'what ifs' under starry nights with you.
I want to sing like croaking frogs when we go mad over Bollywood.
I want to be your only shelter.
I want to be your only prayer.
I want to be your only wish.
I want to escape into no network zones with you.
I want to be your home-maker.
I want to make your name the password to my world.
I want to stay loyal to you like a bitch.
I want to guard us against all odds like hope.
I want to spend the rest of my life with you like each day is the last.
may it was coincidence
ReplyDeletethat i happened to be reading this
as my eyes welled with tears